This Keyboard Only Types in English Tonight

I'm exhausted, but I wanted to write all day. It's 11:30 and I gotta sleep so I can wake up and jump into the Power Point deck and stare at my three giant monitors again all day ..... all day in excel files and Power Points and then send stuff to India. In Business school I always wanted one of these jobs that I get to work from home, travel, have to work on weekends, late nights, I thought it would make me important and now I'm like what is this shit I chose. But I wanted to write, was excited to write in Farsi after all these years... I guess sometime, ten years ago, I told myself, I won't go back to my old version... I think maybe my old version couldn't deal with all this... the pain of being an immigrant... the burden of becoming something less everyday while it feels like you are becoming something more. Like what I mean is you become less connected to your feelings, you become less interested in the world, less fascinated by life because you are getting more busy, more involved with decks and meetings and being more productive and more efficient that through this process you become less. Anyhow, this MacBook doesn't' have a Farsi language set up... it is too freaking late and I forgot Farsi letters positioning on the keyboard... so this is English just because I wanted to write. ok, bye for now.